~*Day 26 and 27*~

So I know I am horrible about doing these things on the day they're actually meant for. But oh well. You'll live. :P

Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?

I actually have. When I was in high school. Now that I look back on it, I don't even remember why. But I do remember thinking about it. Hmmmm. I honestly have no idea why now. Must not have been that bad then. 

Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?

I have no idea. I don't really have anything going well right now. My husband let me down - again, for the second time in less than a month - I got a 62 on my biology exam, I'm tired of my economics class, my friends are lying and hiding things from me, I'm away from my family ... the list goes on and on. 

But I need to stop whining and being negative. The best thing going for me right now ... I'm alive. And I do still have my family to keep me up when I just want to fall down and cry. I am alive and I am going to push forward. I am going to succeed. And things will get better. If not, I'll just become a hermit. 

Today is the Day! (Day 25)

Today is the day! 

I am oh-so-happy! I went to be around 4:30 this morning (thanks Goob's work schedule and night shifts *insert sarcasm*) but couldn't sleep past 9:30. I found out my friend is having a little baby boy at the end of January (I'm secretly so jealous of her because I want a little baby boy, like, YESTERDAY!), there is a gym close by offering $1 enrollment and 1st month free, ANNNNNND (finally) we are putting an offer  on the house we love! Goob decided that the decrease of $15,000 and the seller paying closing costs was just TOO GOOD of a deal to pass up! :D (Click HERE to read my question/predicament about this house!) I am so excited about this house and am already planning where things will go, what we will do when we first move in, different crafty things I can make for it, and everything! I haven't been this excited since I got married! YAY!!!! So that is plenty of "news" for me to be super excited about today and I just could not sleep any longer! How are you today? Any exciting news? 


Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Well, I definitely haven't been in any life-threatening situations or had any life-threatening illnesses (KNOCK ON WOOD) in my life. So I definitely believe that I am still alive today because I have not fulfilled my purpose here on this earth. I do believe everyone has a purpose in life and that everything that is meant to happen will happen when it is supposed to. I'm still alive so I must not have completed my "duties" yet. :)

Tuesday Blog Hops

Today's theme is favorite songs.

 Half Acre by Hem. It's so random and I've never heard it before going to Ramblings of a fire fighting, crunchy, work at home mom's blog. But now, I LOVE it. It is so relaxing and peaceful. Exactly what I need during these stressful times. 

I Run to You by Lady Antebellum. I was on my way to work one morning when this song came on. It was before mine and Goob's 1 year anniversary/formal wedding and a time when I was under a lot of drama/stress from friends. I didn't think much of it when I first heard it, but I heard it AGAIN on my way home from work that day. Hearing it twice made me realize that I will always run to him and I will always be able to count on him. So I love it! 

Here are this week's questions?

1.  List 3 words that remind you of fall.

pumpkins, orange, leaves

2. Do you wear jewelry often?

Ehh, not really. I wear my wedding ring, two pairs of stud earrings, and one other ring all the time. Other than that, maybe my watch but that's it. 

3. Do you like your toe nails painted or natural?

I like them painted but if I can't afford to have them done, most of the time they just go natural

4. Do you ever wear a hat?

Ugh! No! My dad wants me to keep a guy's baseball hat in my car so when I'm driving at night I don't look like a girl to people passing by - good idea, I just don't have any hats! Beanies for the winter are about as close to a hat as I'll get. 

5. Do you have someone that you talk to everyday on the phone?

I text my sister-in-law every day. And I try to email my mom everyday or call her every weekend. For the most part though, actually talking, no.